Friday, 24 September 2010

dont watch me fam, watch porrrrn

ahhi write this on a pc and its kinda slow kinda reaaaall slow so i might come out prety sloppy even more so than it did before. but im just a bit anoyed today, maybe im being a bit gutless here but its just when things go wrong on my end its not really one big problem, its almost always lots of little things buidl up. but the reason they bug me is because im not askin for much its a simple gesture i want from you but aparently thats undo able.
ME; oh snap i left myself logged in fb on X`s phone can you log me out and when can we link? its been a while.
i can be logged out but i cant get a reply? well why not? ok what ever i can let it slide, once i have what i need back from you, i aint gona bizness with you no more and when everyone turns on you again dont beg it!!
THEM; oh what time do you finish tomo?
ME; at 8 why?
THEM; ok well when you get bk we can go pick up some of your stuff if you wantd to
ME; oh thanks yh yh sounds good.
just to jump to the point this didnt happen and this is the 3rd time THEY offered..... nigga if you aint gona do it then dont offer! i can handle my own shit but im gona keep puttin plans to one side if you offer. but what ever this is what i get for having faith, very little people have given me reason to have faith in other people.
the dialogue in this is too long but i have a question its rhetorical because most will say someone else but tbh i really dont thiunk its true.
who has more power than your EX? you can tell me every name under the sun but i wudnt believe you. and the reason for this is because i hear a lot of convos with and without opinions also people confide in me for some reason so i kno thru other exps.
THE STORY; texting a galy, get invited out to town by the galy, get persuaded to go bk to galys place, fooling around with the galy and when its all said and done the ex calls..... well after 20 min i can take a hint so i bounce. roughly an hour passes in total and i get a sorry text, by now im all calmed down and chilled thnx to my dub so i just laow it. send bk the its not a big deal text and move on home. opening the gate and then having to slam it shut again is a hard thing to do for most but ive grown so used to it, it dont really fase me any more. i dont live for the physical i need a conection and when you think yo might have one turns out its another dead lead ahh well aint that some shit fo your ass.
soo yah those 3 things all within 2 days. if i didnt have a job it would totally be fml but i got a distraction and a gd one at that so i can deal with it!
hmm writing this down was suposed to make me feel better but it didnt im still pissed. hmm i think im gona have to visit my only reader for a wknd, shes always good to me.

on a new note i got pasted this song, now i describe this as the way id end up if i didnt lose my job i unfortunatly can post a link buy youtube being a dickheads cool
it is such a dam funny song better than fuck you by cee lo green i think. so thats me done for now im gona go sleep off this bit of a rage like a baaad hang over ive got plenty of ridding to do tomo as well to work out my stress. lata bitches

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