grim expectations

...... i dnt know how to feel bout this really im either soo mad that ive gone full circle or im sooo chilled out from the music sesh at some strangers house aka phoebe i jus dont care. ok so heres wat happend from my eyes....

i get serveral texts and the convo ends with ill text you at 10 to see where you are, i get a phone call at 10 askin where i am and everything they tell me theyre in avondale house so im like ok kl ill meat you there, get there now walkin around n junk and gues what? they aint there, make a phone call and hey havnt even left the house yet so i bounce over there and this concludes that part.

not a big deal really i jus got a thing bout being lied to however small altho in this case its like meh but its all bout principal.

mooooooving on to wat really matters me and my peoples up stairs dancin n junk then they wana go outside cos its over hot im like ok kl im gona check down stair for dub, theres none and now im on the hunt for my peoples for 10 min or so, cant find em, so i send a text and get a phone call back, this ends with me finding out they left cos someone was havin problems. no see my problem with this is by the time we have this convo theyre on london road!... what if i didnt call when wud i have been told, for one of em being sober im a bit disapointed.

now we move to the end of the night and next man is like yh lets go to a house party, we head off then my mates hold me up a bit when they come like minutes later, a next man leaves so now i gota find this place via phone call now. get there and have a gd time with laughin gas. end of the night or more the start of the next day, next man is like im goin you comin now? ill meet you at a place in X time im like mmm can i link you at ya place, then im like ok ill meet you at a placein X time. cos i havin fun with my new ppls when i left now im callin my man and he aint pickin up i dnt kno where he lives tellin me to go a place i dnt kno where it is. his ass is asleep so now im stuck in town. and i treck it home and here i am now.

granted its early but if somethings hapnin and your providin the hospitality it gets to a point to a point when someones takin the piss and you say come now or fuck off not come now then leave im danglin.

im not mad im jus mmeh so far ive only been able to depend on one person 100% and i wasnt gona bother him. so now im like well thats gay i dnt care im a lil pissed tbh some of my people jus suck in the reliability area, i need new regualrs i think. unit was a bit wank tho so unless i have the comapny im not goin bk there in a hurraaay